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1. I am stressed about passing my classes with at least a B or better, getting a good GPA, getting more volunteer hours, my boyfriend not having a job which means I have to get a job again, not having enough money to pay for my boyfriends tuition, not getting into the radiography program, and finally whether this is what I should do everyday for the rest of my life. Why, well because I am an overly obsessive person with no self confidence and I think I will fail at everything. Yes my body is tired all the time and my mind doesn't want to concentrate anymore, plus I'm sick :( . I have a few plans for some of my problems but mostly I dont have enough time or strength to solve everything. Mostly I vent to my boyfriend or get angry at him which is bad, or I vent to my mom when she is around. I really hope that one day I will get to enjoy college and not dispise it so much.
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Ashley why do you have to pay for your BF's tuition and work if he doesn't?? Doesn't seem fair and seems like a lot of additional stress on you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get to enjoy college someday too ;) It is very difficult but I think you are all finally getting the hang of it and we're almost done.
I think your biggest struggle is - whether or not you want to do Rad for the rest of your life. I'd focus on that but luckily you still have some time to think about it.
Hang in there! Glad you can vent to your BF or Mom. 10/10